Tuesday, May 20, 2008
It's been a long time since I've posted. It will probably be a little while longer before I get back into the routine of blogging regularly about normal life.
The last two weeks at the Capitol have been some of the most intense, exhausting, and emotionally unstable weeks of my life. That may sound like an overstatement, but it really isn't. I feel like I've only begun to recover from everything that happened. It's hard for anyone who wasn't there walking through the day to day situations to really understand what I'm talking about, but I covet your prayers as I attempt to work through all that happened, and as we decide on an appropriate response to the utter corruption that we witnessed.
I probably won't be elaborating a whole lot here on a public blog, but suffice to say I've been brought to tears many times this week at the thought of our Gracious God, and my unworthiness and sinfulness. More than anything, seeing the corruption and wickedness that lurks inside the Capitol walls has brought me to my knees. My heart is just as deceitful and desperately wicked as all of the rest of the politicians who I spent so much time with.
My motives have been re-examined, and I have been convicted of the need to seek a pure heart and a tender conscience above anything else in life.
I rejoice to know that my Father IS truth.
He IS light.
In Him is NO darkness at all!